HIS WILL

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In the rarest of days we are force to a situation.

A situation where we asked our existence, our worth.

That we will doubt our ability, and much our capacity to decide.

But rather than question our self, we should take the chance to seek God more.

Ask him if what we are doing is right, 

If we are doing things right according to His will.

Because sometimes he allow bad things, to see how well we hold on to our fight.

If we will still seek His guidance if the situation is against our favor.

MULI

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Nasaan na?
Ito na ba ang simula?
Nandito na naman bang muli?
Mag-iisang muli na naman ba?

Masakit makitang may mga araw ng lumilipas na wala ng lambingan.
Na dumadaan ang araw na halos walang mapag usapan.
Na parang nasa magkabilang pahina ng magkaibang libro.
Na dapat huwag mo na lang punahin para walang pagtatalunan.

Bakit pakiramdam ko ...

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Buti ang cellphone laging nadadampian ng kamay at atensiyon mo ...

HURTING

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I am hurt.

I am trying to avoid this feeling for some time.

That I am afraid to confront this reality yet, here it is again.

I don't want to entertain the fact that you are hurting me 
and you can cause me pain, so badly.

I am far like you.
I am an emotional person.
And I don't easily forget.

It is precisely the reason why not all are welcome to enter my life.

You have no idea how much heartache you are giving me, yet after the pain has subsided 
I go on loving you.

Like you, many times I have shrugged off an issue in order to avoid a conflict.

In the hope that you will also recognize my sacrifices
rather than complain about my moods and character.

A lot of times, I want to let you go so you might miss me somehow.

That you might see my worth when I am already gone and far from you.

I don't know where life will lead us,
but I wish somehow, someday you will also see me 
and the simple sacrifices I am doing for you, and for us.

And yes, I am still hurting, again.