EMBATTLED


Again, I am combating one of the hardest battles in life, fighting thyself.

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I’ve been there before and here again.  
I thought I’ve learned from the past.
But maybe not enough,

Again, in this phase called crossroads.
I hope I will soon overcome it, for it’s not easy.
And as I am now crossing it, I need to wear a mask.

I blame no one but thyself.
So, while it hurts,
I cry in silence, alone.

Smiling yet grieving inside.
Bleeding yet cheering others.
Hurting yet comforting a friend.

Why? all because of STUPIDITY.

Struggling anew to stand up straight
Since no one knows, no one cares
I have to do it alone.

Shattered in countless pieces
Those broken parts will never be whole again.
But it can be restored in due time.

Battles do take time.
But even war has its end.
Soon it will be over, another memory to remember.

For now ... just be BRAVE!