(an excerpt from my Wattpad story Amar um Desconhecido
[loving an unknown])
To my dear Annie,
[loving an unknown])
To my dear Annie,
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Every day I will repeat the process. Yes, one day at a time until I remember no more. I know the first attempt is always the hardest. Admittedly, I failed several times. But I will patiently try again and again until such time that I can master my first try.
When I'm done, I would not want to remember anything about you. Perhaps, I'd look back one day and will think of it as part of my stupid adventure where I accidentally slip while walking on a clear pavement.
If hating would be of great help, I would gladly embrace it at this time, for it might expedite the process.
Today, I commit to myself, never again, not anymore for it is very unworthy, and such a waste.
I would instead look closer, in a more narrow direction, to what is simple, happy and beautiful. I am stupid yes, but never blind. I know, I already have it with me and will make sure that I will not lose that treasure for anyone else.
So now, I say GOODBYE.
Sincerely,
Cielo